Hurting but hopeful
It's been a rough week. Depression, inexplicably, has decided to be merciless as of late, because apparently my brain doesn't think I have enough problems right now. I keep finding myself in a miserable stupor, unable to do anything for minutes or even hours. I just sit, trapped in my own thoughts, hoping they'll release their chokehold on me long enough for me to breathe.
It's not all bad, though. Without getting overly personal, there's some new hope for a very dear family member regarding their chronic pain and medical issues. I'm very excited for them and hope this aids them as much as it can.
I'll just keep doing what I'm doing. I'll (try to) draw, do my HTML classes, care for my family, talk to my friends, watch some nice animal videos, maybe play some games or read.
Anything to escape the dread of the world for a moment. I take whatever I can get, no matter how hard my own brain tries to prevent it.